When can I learn to stop being so paranoid?

gonna flush myself out 

是我的海

have been keeping all the photos sent me carefully
it's like you are taking me with you, and each of them is valuable trace of us
do you still remember this picture?
the next day, you came to me, with a little bit smell of ocean, and i like it

then, i fell deeply for you, being crazy for you


愛看海的女孩
enjoy your trip and the time by the beach
you look great tonight as always

miss u much

Good Will Hunting

Apparently, I made a stupid mistake yesterday and it is just like what I did back in high school. I misread ppl's words again and again. So, what the hell is wrong with me? I've been thinking about this question these two days.

Then, the movie came across my mind. I watched Good Will Hunting when I was I kid. The first time I saw "Will Hunting," I felt i saw myself in him - we r both unwanted child*. In the movie Sean, the therapist, found out that Will tends to escape, to run away before getting abandoned, because he is too scared to be thrown away again. I couldn't help but wondering, isn't that me? Knowing it is my issue and needs to be fixed, I should let go all the shadows within me and step forward to my happiness with no fear. should I?

* Sb might think I m wrong with my parents. But critically speaking, they might just like what i do, rather than me as a human being... 

Like OMG, Baby

so in love

baby

can u hear me

tonight

do u know

how much i love u




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