禮物

禮拜天 阿秋問我

「如果阿海是上天送給你的禮物，

你覺得他是想告訴你什麼？」

我想了一下，說

「他大概是想提醒我活著的感覺，

心動的感覺。」

在傷心的時候說出來

特別深刻

偶爾會迷失 忘了初衷

只能努力從迷霧中走出

妹妹

今晚 很想妳

非常想妳

也許是因為月圓

又或許是因為想到了妹妹的模樣

如果想擁抱的時候 就可以將妳攬入懷中

該有多好

寶貝現在真的是我的夢中情人

因為只能在夢裏觸碰到妳

晚安 my love

So I...

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face

God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I wanted

I don't know why I'm scared
Cos I've been here before
With every feeling, every word
I've imagined it all
You'll never know, if you never try
To forgive your past, and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be, your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worthy
To hold in your arms
So come on
And give me the chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

If I've been on your mind
Do you hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time
At the mention of my name

Will I ever know
How it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me
Whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared
Cos we've been here before
With every feeling every word
I've imagined it all

You'll never know 
If you never try
To forgive my past 
And simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms
So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile 
Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)

So I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worthy
To hold in your arms 
So come on
And give me that chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts
Come on 
And give me the chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

又看了一次前一篇note

覺得好諷刺 

原來這個修煉不是between me & you 

全世界都在黑箱

黑箱以外的人

沒有瞭解的權力

更沒有say no的權力

只能在黑暗中蹣跚困頓